ive been feeling rlly crappy and looking at cute clothes just multiplied my sadness ???

im not cute and ill never be cute and ill never be able to wear cute clothes and i wanna cry i’m so mad i hate myself for being gross i hate my body for being so fucking fat i hate my profile i hate my face and chest and arms and legs and stomach for being covered in scars i hate my past and current self for picking and continuing to pick i feel nauseous i’m so upset i’m so mad i hate myself for hating myslf i just hate